where is home?
“with every headline, we are reminded that this is not home for us”
something is wrong. something isn’t working and i don’t know if it’s the place, the school, the major , or just me being lazy. this isn’t home for me.
i could go further into the question and ask “can we ever be at home on this earth, apart from God and surrounded by things that wish to pull us down?” and i think that we can never completely feel at home here. but i still do not know if i am following the right path, as this is bringing me no enjoyment at all and lots of heartache. i am praying about this and will find where God wants me to go, and if i am meant to endure on here, i will do it gladly.
regardless of everything, nothing can take the joy of the Lord from me. even through all of this, i have grown closer to God and am constantly seeking what he wants for me. the only thing i am absolutely sure of is my call to the ministry, and to be a pastor. i will not abandon that at any cost. please keep me in your prayers as i am becoming frustrated, but remember that i refuse to give up and will do whatever God wants me to. thank you to all of you who have been so supportive to me, you guys mean more to me than you will ever know.
Namaste Andrew keep goin for it you know this brother’s got you
You are in my prayers